sometimes i just get so fucking depressed.. and think all these negative and suicidal thoughts.. never really knowing why.. and also never actually realizing i am depressed.. until the next day i’m like hey wtf was that the other day..
kind of makes it hard to move along in your life when you’re like this..
i guess this mental illness thing is really real.. i don’t know i think it’s better to come to terms with it.. accept it.. and not blame yourself for it.. and just live your life knowing that it’s there…….. be a bit sympathetic to yourself for it..
i’m growing up a bit in this sense.. so like.. i dunno i thought i’d share.. if you’re easier on yourself your life gets easier too..
peace outx