I’m not totally okay. I wake up thinking ‘Please God,kill me.’ BUT I wear a mask for all the day..you know ‘Hi!The sun is shining,I love you and this is a beautiful day,yay!’ HAHAHAHAHA Lies. The truth is that I think about kill myself the most of the time. I’m a f*ck-up. I try to do the best but…I’m not enough. A few times ago I promised to my best friend of not cut again..but I can’t. When I’m sad, I think about it and I do it,I hate myself for this. WHY CAN’T I BE LIKE THE OTHER GIRLS?!
Now,it’s christmas and..well,I want to kill myself the 25th December of next year..It’s too heavy and there’s too pain in my life. The worst thing is that NONE can help me..none. But..I really need help.
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What kind of help do you think you need?
I think a psychologist … But I haven’t enough money to pay it.
Hey,
only person who can pull you up from that is you. I mean there’s plenty of things you want to do in life like to travel and to fall in love and do what you want for living etc so just think of that. And I have noticed that I have pretty much been like that all my life. That you were anything else than happy was not tolerated in my family so I learned to hid my emotions. But don’t do that, just say that you are not feeling to good at least a bit. Of course you are like other girls? Or why would you say so? And hey its their problem if they don’t treat you right
Almost no one gets to do what they want to do for a living. Almost everyone has only the choice to do whatever they can find that works. Not everyone can find something that works for them, and also yields enough of a return, to be able to do the other things in life that people love to say are “worth living for,” despite the fact that so few can actually access them.