Some Thoughts About Today

While my medicine time is up coming. I wish to share my thoughts about suicide with you. I am excited and kind a feel more okey when I read other posts here. It s pretty diffucult to say to parents that ” I think about killing myself” . They basically don’ t know what to do mostly in my experience. Or friends if you have some close. I truly can’ t say I have today. I feel today life is about that. I don’ t have someone to share what I am going through. Honestly. Still face with this and silencely planning or dreaming my death. And I accept this it is a state of mind. To be proud with this. To take it how it is, try to face with it. Try to face with pain. Paind doesnt kill anybody I think. But I can kill myself. As I can make myself alive too. As death needs to courage as life needs too. Still ı don’ t have it. But someday I can have I hope myself and you. That is all. I don’ t know you but it doesn’ t matter. Try to take god care. No one will do  for  you right now in fact if you don’ t do it for yourself . or I for myself . Okey. see you guys.