ok so im gonna start writing posts everyday to keep track of things…..so heres day 1
january 20th, 2014
Today has been ok overall. Im just exhausted. Physically…emotionally and mentally. I am honestly drained. I dont know what to do anymore. i have so much goin on but noone seems to care. So much goes on through my mind that i cant sort through it. im sick of my brothers bullshit. He needs to get off his ass and actually do something i am tired of supporting his ass. Im tired of being the one that holds everything together. Im so fed up ugh.
Days since suicidal thoughts: 0
Days since cutting: 7
Feelins at the moment: sad/confused/ drained/ lost/ angry/ fed up/ ready to die
thats all til tomorrow guys….livin the life of a lost girl in a big ol world……
~lostandconfused
1 comment
Sometimes you need to get lost in order to find your destination .
Keep ya head up !
Look forward to reading your posts , there are plenty of people here if you need to talk !