Good response if you are polite and agree to his terms… he’s polite and has good will if you don’t start asking to many questions or telling him what to do… i’d advise you ask for price (regarding quantity), way of payment, maybe way of shipping, but not much else, otherwise he might not reply your mails
He should give you a tracking number when he sends it (i had to ask him for one, but waited for a couple of days, i did notify him of the payment by email tho). As for it being the real deal, he seems to be a reliable supplier based on several feedback (i still haven’t received my order from him). If you got his address from the PPH you should be fine.
I believe almost 3 weeks ago, he took something like 1 week to send it so it’s been like 15 days in transit, it depends on your location tho, i was aware mine would take something like a month to arrive but it was the only “reliable” solution (already had got partially scammed)
as in take it and say goodbye ? – i wish i can have that on hand for the time comes. when my time comes i only want it to be in private. most painless and non gruesome way possible.
@fox: yup, i share your point of view on how i want to go when (and if) i finally give up, and because that would be the only way in which i can minimize the damage done to the ones that might be affected by it, by doing it in the most calm and non gruesome way.
yes- i would go to a hotel. i have only thought of a few ways and it seems a overdose of some sort is the only way – although the easiest way would be … but i am afraid it wouldn’t look very nice. i am vain even in death.
@chase12: It’s not that simple… not long ago (actually just a couple of days ago) someone here on sp posted he had failed due to circumstances, not enough time (he got discovered). I do know it knocks you out pretty fast (taken a smaller quantity some time ago and slept like a log), but if you are found the “will (might not)” part will turn into a really unpleasant travel to the hospital.
@fox: I loled at the vain even in death comment. But i’d be lying if i were to say that i prefer being found looking nice than being a bloody mess haha
😉 – i mean i don’t want to be morbid so i won’t even say the word here.. but h _ _ _ _ _ _ would be the easiest? But i it wouldn’t look very nice – an awful image forever etched in someone’s mind.
I don’t know about the easiest… i found out i couldn’t do that privately (for some reason i can’t even black out easily, i blame my neck muscles for that), and yup… seeing someone like that might not be very easy on someone’s sanity… it’s supposedly not a really pleasant way to go either (unless you really know what you’re doing, and still… so much can go wrong)
i only wish that there was a way to live. i have been in anguish for months and i know that nothing is going to bright ahead. i don’t know what to do. i wish everything can just end.
I too wish for that… there are times when i see a small hope and then it gets crushed again, and i’m left wondering why did i ever believed again… and then i remember it has happened at other points in my life and things did change… the difference is that i was not so broken as i am now and had more strength to persue change, or at least wait for it… but honestly nobody knows if things are going to be brighter or get even worse along the way, i really wish i could help you in some way
Thanks – i have never, never been so depressed and hopeless in my life. i wake with so much pain, the need to end this pain. things aren’t going to be brighter for me – a different set of circumstances now – things are harder – too hard without the discipline and support i need in my life. i have been so hurt and been stuck in this head space for so long, hope only last for 10 minutes and it’s constant feeling of being scared, no one will help me, no one can anyway. i can’t do it on my own.
I relate to that, to be honest that is why i ended up on this site as well… because i just couldn’t see things getting better and no one around me could/can provide me with answers or solutions… but at the same time, i feel i can’t get out of this wrecked state on my own.
I now it’s not much, but if you ever feel like talking things you can’t talk here out of fear of someone else reading them here’s my email julio.soto.152@gmail.com (not my real name for obvious reasons), most likely i don’t even live in the same continent you do anyway.
I’ve always find your email funny (captain squirrel hehe), had left a comment with my email too a while ago but it shows up as awaiting moderation, if any of you want to mail me (if the comment ever gets approved) just go ahead 🙂
Keief, that same offer is there for you too, if you ever find yourself in the need for someone to listen. That name is funny to me too. It was bestowed upon me many moons ago and has never left.
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Good response if you are polite and agree to his terms… he’s polite and has good will if you don’t start asking to many questions or telling him what to do… i’d advise you ask for price (regarding quantity), way of payment, maybe way of shipping, but not much else, otherwise he might not reply your mails
Thank you. Do you know if he gives you a tracking #. And do I just send him the payment and will I get the real deal? Thanks again
what is Johnson0 ?
He should give you a tracking number when he sends it (i had to ask him for one, but waited for a couple of days, i did notify him of the payment by email tho). As for it being the real deal, he seems to be a reliable supplier based on several feedback (i still haven’t received my order from him). If you got his address from the PPH you should be fine.
@fox: a barbiturate supplier
Thanks again. When did you order?
I believe almost 3 weeks ago, he took something like 1 week to send it so it’s been like 15 days in transit, it depends on your location tho, i was aware mine would take something like a month to arrive but it was the only “reliable” solution (already had got partially scammed)
as in take it and say goodbye ? – i wish i can have that on hand for the time comes. when my time comes i only want it to be in private. most painless and non gruesome way possible.
@fox: yup, i share your point of view on how i want to go when (and if) i finally give up, and because that would be the only way in which i can minimize the damage done to the ones that might be affected by it, by doing it in the most calm and non gruesome way.
I have the pph…it says “Chinese ********” powder will (might not) lead to a liliable peaceful death.
Your thoughts?
yes- i would go to a hotel. i have only thought of a few ways and it seems a overdose of some sort is the only way – although the easiest way would be … but i am afraid it wouldn’t look very nice. i am vain even in death.
@chase12: It’s not that simple… not long ago (actually just a couple of days ago) someone here on sp posted he had failed due to circumstances, not enough time (he got discovered). I do know it knocks you out pretty fast (taken a smaller quantity some time ago and slept like a log), but if you are found the “will (might not)” part will turn into a really unpleasant travel to the hospital.
@fox: I loled at the vain even in death comment. But i’d be lying if i were to say that i prefer being found looking nice than being a bloody mess haha
😉 – i mean i don’t want to be morbid so i won’t even say the word here.. but h _ _ _ _ _ _ would be the easiest? But i it wouldn’t look very nice – an awful image forever etched in someone’s mind.
I don’t know about the easiest… i found out i couldn’t do that privately (for some reason i can’t even black out easily, i blame my neck muscles for that), and yup… seeing someone like that might not be very easy on someone’s sanity… it’s supposedly not a really pleasant way to go either (unless you really know what you’re doing, and still… so much can go wrong)
i thought it would just cut off oxygen .. and that is that.
It depends on many factors… but i don’t want to get gruesome on details either haha
i only wish that there was a way to live. i have been in anguish for months and i know that nothing is going to bright ahead. i don’t know what to do. i wish everything can just end.
I too wish for that… there are times when i see a small hope and then it gets crushed again, and i’m left wondering why did i ever believed again… and then i remember it has happened at other points in my life and things did change… the difference is that i was not so broken as i am now and had more strength to persue change, or at least wait for it… but honestly nobody knows if things are going to be brighter or get even worse along the way, i really wish i could help you in some way
Thanks – i have never, never been so depressed and hopeless in my life. i wake with so much pain, the need to end this pain. things aren’t going to be brighter for me – a different set of circumstances now – things are harder – too hard without the discipline and support i need in my life. i have been so hurt and been stuck in this head space for so long, hope only last for 10 minutes and it’s constant feeling of being scared, no one will help me, no one can anyway. i can’t do it on my own.
I relate to that, to be honest that is why i ended up on this site as well… because i just couldn’t see things getting better and no one around me could/can provide me with answers or solutions… but at the same time, i feel i can’t get out of this wrecked state on my own.
I now it’s not much, but if you ever feel like talking things you can’t talk here out of fear of someone else reading them here’s my email julio.soto.152@gmail.com (not my real name for obvious reasons), most likely i don’t even live in the same continent you do anyway.
Fox, would you like to talk?
yes
Captainsquirrel123 at gmail dot com
I’ve always find your email funny (captain squirrel hehe), had left a comment with my email too a while ago but it shows up as awaiting moderation, if any of you want to mail me (if the comment ever gets approved) just go ahead 🙂
thanks OLR- did you get that name from Brian Weiss’s book ‘only love is real’
keief – what is your email?
Keief, that same offer is there for you too, if you ever find yourself in the need for someone to listen. That name is funny to me too. It was bestowed upon me many moons ago and has never left.
Yes, I stole the name from the book that Brian Weiss wrote……..
it’s a good book. i only pray that my consciousness will go on if i do it. there are no guarantees. might just be like turning off the computer.
@OnlyLOVEisReal: thanks for the offer 🙂 i’ll take on that soon from the looks of it
@fox: it’s listed on the previous comments, finally they got accepted
How do I contact Johnson0?
@thegirl8 15 is so young?! Why do you want to die?