I feel so alone right now I can’t explain it but I feel like I matter nothing to anyone at all. I feel its as if I don’t belong here on this world and if I died tomorrow it would matter none as no one would miss me at all. I wish I was never born because I feel like everything I touch turns to shit. I feel like everything is crumbling around me and everyone hates me even my girlfriend I just want something to go right all I am is a disappointment  and I will never stop being one. I hate myself.
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Don’t hate yourself, I know it’s hard but hating yourself will get you into a downwards spiral. I know everyone always say “love yourself” but in theory I don’t think anyone ever does. But try to not focus too much on what you see as failure. I know, words are easy :/
Thanks for the advise I’ve been hating myself for a long time now I just feel like everything I touch turns to shit sorry for the cursing I wish I had more control over my life you know