I knew having my friends come home from school for winter break was going to be the thing that broke me. I got so used to having them home; to having them only be ten minutes down the road as opposed to hours. I got so used to the company, and I no longer felt alone. My best friend has only been gone five days but it feels like forever. I just feel so alone. I’m starting to get urges to cut again, which sucks because I’ve been clean for a little over a month now. I just wish I had my friends here….
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I know it’s not the same, but can you connect with each other on Facebook, Skype, etc. It’s definitely not like an in-person meeting but maybe it can get you through the tough moments? Take a moment to catch your breath and collect your thoughts. Maybe there are things you can do to replace the cutting. It’s difficult… No doubt about it. You’ve made it without cutting for over a month. That’s a nice accomplishment.
I know you’re going through a lot of pain right now and I understand that. Take a moment and look at your situation from a different perspective. There are those in this world who society hates which leaves them with no friends(like me.) I would love to be in you position where I had 1 good friend who cared about me. I’ve never experienced friendship my entire life, so I think you need to cherish the fact that you have friends who care about you. Your friends would feel terrible knowing you self harm yourself so DON’T DO IT!