I thought things were getting better but apparently im still stuck in this rut. Im sick of life and living it. There isn’t anything here. I feel lost. I jus dont know how to be who I am because I dont know who i am. A couple of four letter words that all have the same meaning for me. Life, love, and pain. You live to hurt and you love and get hurt.
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You posted a year ago. I don’t think your last sentence is right.
Yeah its been a year since I posted last. I’m not totally sure why that was addressed. And what part exactly are you saying you disagree with?
I think it is bang on…….best just to avoid love i think.
Love can be a dangerous thing. It has a tendency to tear us apart at times and leave us in pieces. But what kind of world would this be without it? A world with no compassion for fellow human beings. A world where no one helps each other when they’re in need is not a world I want to live in. Love may be a painful thing at times but this world would be a wasteland of hatred without it. Don’t get angry at yourself for be a loving compassionate person. My only wish is that every one would have that same strong sense of love for one another.
If you’re sick of living this life it sounds to me like you need to find your “why” for chasing your dreams and living life to the best of your ability. Why you will never give up and keep pushing forward. The reason that keeps you fighting even when it looks like everything is against you. My “why” is my family. Particularly my 5 nieces. And also people in need like you. If I gave up I wouldn’t be here to help people like you. Find your “why” for living. What do you care about most in this world? Let whatever that is empower you to never give up and never back down.