My brother took is own life just 2 months ago. He had just turned 26, 4 days prior to his death. He was my big brother. Idk what to even do, or say. I miss him so fucking much. My family or me never knew he was depressed or hurting. It kills me to know that he was in so much pain. I fucking miss you, Matt. I love you so much, bro.
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I’m sorry about your brother. Not knowing his pain must make it extremely difficult. My thoughts are with you.
Dear alex18,
i appreciate you sharing, this is as painful to read as i am sure it is for you to live out. I am here to listen, if you ever need to talk in detail.
I can’t imagine how you must feel, losing your brother like that and without prior knowledge of his wanting to commit suicide.
You have my condolences *brohug*
Thank you all so much. Its very heartwarming to see a bunch of strangers show so much support. It means the world to me. Looking back, My 2 brothers and I, had a pretty rough go of it. I just never expected this.
IM sorry for your loss bro, how are you coping?
I’ll be honest. I’m suicidal and I don’t feel sorry for your brother. I even envy him (specially after one suicide attempt). If he killed himself then he just didn’t want to be here anymore. That’s it. And I think you shouldn’t feel bad for him either. He’s better off now.
I’m sorry if what I said was impolite, but that’s what I think.
What the hell? This person gets to feel whatever they want to feel. Did you REALLY have a need to challenge this?
I’m sorry, that’s terrible. You sound like a wondeful little brother. Take care. 🙂
Alex,
I can’t relate as a sibling. I have lost people to suicide and I know it hurts. I am sorry YOU had to learn this pain.
Please keep coming here if you think we can help.
From all I know: It was about him, not you.
DW