well. imma try my best to help you as much as i can and i hope im able to get through to you.
So.. i used to in your shoes. its either not eating trying to kill yourself or cutting. and i did all 3. there might be more but im not aware of them really. anyways . you are most likely not wanting to live an the moment right now. and i completely understand. but tell your self everyday that you are beautiful and special and perfect in someones eyes. write your self notes in the bath room or on your mirror or have a reminder on you phone to tell you. but the most important thing is to believe and never give up. no matter how bad things get dont let it get to you. it might be hard at first. but always tell yourself. if ur shy at school or in public. be yourself be that wild person you are and be out going. dont be scared to do anything. make friends and have fun. times goes by fast when you have fun. and be proud of what you went through. you are here today living and be thankful. if anything bad comes ur way just brush it off and move forward. god out you on this earth and he has given you a mission. and you need to complete that mission!
i hope this helps you. and that things will change in your family or u and someone or just you.
email me is you have and problems or questions im always here to help.
sydnie_thornton@yahoo.com
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I used to write out positive quotes on Post-it notes and stick them to my desk. Eh. Making friends is impossible and such and I despise my mission.
its not impossible. you just have to get out there and find the right one. it may take time but dont be shy to talk to someone new. yeah they might say no but doesnt mean stop trying . try other people more like you!
Ah the “don’t worry, be happy” mentality!
If you were really in my shoes you would not be thinking like that. I tried a few years ago, deluded myself and convinced myself I was a normal person, that people liked me. The illusion came down quickly though, and it was even worse than before
im sorry to hear that! but mine was just about half my life from where i am today. getting lied to everyday and geeting the whole family told about you how much of a slut you are and stuff like that. but i promise you thinks will get better. if something bad happeneds that day brush it off and start fresh the next day. try and be happy. and ur not perfect no one is. somepeople might not like you. but dont let it get to you. let that stuff go stright through you like it was never said.