I’ve been planning this for a long time, but tomorrow is the day.I kept telling myself just to wait one more week, or month to see if I changed my mind. I haven’t. I just want it to end. I’ve been waiting for 5 years. My life gets crapier by the day. I just want to find a way so my family isn’t hurt. If I died by what appeared to be an accident, nobody would care. I don’t want the attention that people get when they take their own life. Any suggestions?
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PleaseEndIt:
I got a suggestion!
Wait and plan it! tomorrow is to early to plan and accident grasshopper!
This takes a little thinking.
IF YOUR GOING TO DO IT DO IT RIGHT! RESEARCH!!! PLAN!!!
in the mean time you might feel better
I have planned this for a very long time. I told myself I was gong to end it January 5th for a month now. I feel like I have to do it. There is no other way out. I just don’t want to put my family through this. The only sure way to die is to shoot myself. I really don’t want them to find my body though. I’m thinking of going to the woods and calling 911 right before and telling them that there is a body in the woods. Then doing it right when I hang up the phone. I just wish there was a way that looked accidentall.
^What rocketman said, research…
Oh and don’t give people text about your suicide, leave a note, people will find your corpse and tell whoever was in the note what you said..
If you do decide to text someone about it. Just say something like “You made my life horrible” or something, don’t say your gonna kill yourself or they might call the police…
Good luck..
Don’t go. Email me. Please, let me try to help you.
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You don’t want them to find your body yet you’re going to call 911? Guess what, they’re going to find you and you probably won’t be dead either. You may be severely injured but likely not dead.
I don’t want my family finding my body. If I call 911 the police will find it well before my family knows. But I’ve never heard of someone getting shot in the head and living so I’m definitely not worried about that.
Dear Please end it,
The best way to end your life and not have it look like a suicide is to not commit suicide. I understand life is very challenging for you currently, don’t give up.
I’ve heard of people being shot in the head and surviving. May I inquire as to your age? Are you past 20, 30, etc?
@PleaseEndIt: I don’t know where you got your facts but several people have survived a shot in the head… and their lifes haven’t got any better after a failed attempt
Several people out of millions have survived. A shotgun to the head is 99% effective. Im really not worried about surviving. Im 19.
pleaseendit what happened, girlfiend leave, bad job, tough parents?
I’m 19 still in high school. I’m not going to graduate this year either. I literally have no friends. Not one. The only one I’ve ever had overdosed on crystal meth latest summer. The only time anybody ever talks to me is if they need something. I just figured out my girlfriend has been cheating on me for over a year. I just feel like I have no reason to live. I feel like if I don’t want to be here why am I anymore? I’m just a waste of space. I don’t have a job. My family is never home which means all I do is sit at home telling myself to finally end it.
So you’re 19 years old. Have you attended any college? What is troubling you in your life at this time?
My bad, didn’t read you were planning on using a shotgun… now i understand why you don’t want your family finding you… but you do know they’ll see you anyway? (i don’t know that much on the regular procedures but they might have to identify you).
Besides you are really young… maybe you should reconsider to wait a bit more to see if things change… plenty of opportunities arise at 20-30, i got a couple good years there, and don’t regret enduring life just for living those. Heck, i might even say i’ve only had a life at 25-30 (and then things went downhill again)
19 years old minus 5 years of waiting. 14 years old when you made this started to put this plan into action. So when did this idea first come to be? What were the events leading up to this?
I started contemplating in 8th grade. I’ve never had friends. In middle school I always got picked on. A few weeks into 9th grade I transferred schools. It was a lot better for about a year but the same things started happening. It’s like everywhere I go people hate me. I wish I would have done it a long time ago
If you need help in school perhaps you should seek out a tutor? If your girlfriend doesn’t care for you, let her go and move on. You will find others more worthy of your attention. As for a job, there are plenty of people older than you who are also struggling to find work. All you can do is send in applications, but it doesn’t mean you have to die.
If you don’t have friends, is it perhaps because you have isolated yourself? If you want to find others who enjoy your company, you must make an effort yourself and show that you enjoy theirs. If you don’t, you can’t expect to hold onto friendships.
Yes, challenging life so for. As far as the girlfriend goes never base sex on love. You are not the first guy in the world to ever be cheated on. I am not saying that makes it right, i am just saying it is survivable.
I didn’t graduate at 19 either and i do alright for myself now. This could be a blessing, No college that you are not ready for with the colledge loans to pay off.
Just cause you family is not around much doesn’t mean suicide is the answer. When they are home tell them you would like to have a talk with them. Obliviously they mean something to you or you would care that they are not there also you would not care about the after suicide challenges that they will have to carry for the rest of thier lives
i don’t believe killing yourself will teach any of those that have hurt you, anything. You have some challenges that need addressing. I suggest to take this energy that you are focusing on your own death and direct it toward self improvement. Start with small goals, clean the house, mow the lawn/shovel the snow, go for a run. Exercise is great for a wounded soul. Most of all forgive those who have hurt you. You will ride your shoulders of all that extra weight. It may be difficult at first, but try it. Forgive the bullies from 9th grade. They have problem too! and have manifested them in hurtful ways
It’s just about bullies or that stuff anymore. I literally have nobody there for me. Nobody. It messes with your mind when all you do is sit in your room all day. I try to get out and do things but there’s nothing to do by myself. I’m not trying to teach anyone a lesson I just don’t want to be in this world anymore. I would love it to look like an accident so people wouldn’t think of me differently, but I don’t even care anymore. I just give up.
It will never look like an accident. More importantly that is not the reason you should commit to suicide. Don’t do this to yourself. Learn to forgive others and yourself. You deserve the right to enjoy life. I am not saying to wipe the painful memories away, you will need those to make future decision. Those difficult experiences will make the good times that will come that much better in relation. You are 19, the world is you oyster go and take it! Your future is not today and yesterday, it is what you will make of it. Believe in yourself! Stop sitting in your room all day, think up something productive and go do it. Try Volunteering! you will meet people and make connections in the community. You may even help people stay on track. You even said yourself “people only talk to me when then need something” That alone is worth living for