I’m so alone. All the faces and the people. Its hard to be your own support. You’re own everything. No I’m not about to go sit in my car, plug the pipe, and doze to my death.. But I’d like to. I’m 18. I’m a senior in hs. And I’m alone and lost. “God” can’t help me. I can’t help me.
Ok.
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i’m feeling incredibly alone lately as well
it really does make you want to die, doesn’t it?
^^^agree with you on that
The dying feeling comes and goes, but the being alone doesn’t…
Terrible, but true in many cases. I feel that way too
The holidays didn’t help either
Not at all O.o
Perhaps you don’t believe in a god, and that is your choice. But I do.
And people can help. Never underestimate the power of other humans. I will try,
email me: brl.cents@gmail.com
I can relate. I am also a high school student, even though I am around a variety of people my age I can never fit in. It wasn’t always like this for me, but now I’m stuck in my own bubble, I deal with everything by myself. But now everything is just too much; I feel like all my problems are just suffocating me. I was taught to never doubt God and to just pray when I’m troubled, but just praying and pushing my problems on some God won’t solve anything. I relate a ton with you. Dont lose hope, things will turn out alright. It might not seem like it now but give it time maybe? I wish you the best of luck.
Your 18 – stick it out for longer even if just for my aged sake, your brain is still going through changes that are chemically manipulating you, consistency of thought on this matter is unlikely, note whether your mode has play ? are you up then down etc ? try these three things if you be bothered – 1 always got to bed before midnight eat breakfast and force yourself to interact with people you find interesting even if they’re not the normal people you hang out with or same age, sorry for the crap philosophy and suggestions, but forcing yourself to socialise should work, even if those people are an irritation, come back if you still feel the same way.
God can’t help you , I think we agree on this since that’s fiction, you can’t help you – often with depression that’s true, but others can – you just have to find some people, you can bear, who can bear you, that you give a care for.