I hate my life. Â I hate the world that I live in. Â I can’t connect with with anyone or anything. I feel so alone, Â in my own bubble. Â I need help. But no one can penetrate that bubble to help me. However hard they try. And some of them try quite hard, Â believe me. But they still can’t fully understand me. Can’t understand why I need this life to end. Nothing in this world matters to me anymore. Except moving on onto some place new, Â where I can start afresh and live a different life. I can’t do that in this world.
I’ve planned it all out. Â From collecting the the razor blades, Â to counting the pills, Â to writing the goodbye letters to to the 2 people who have held me up this long.
I’m ready now.
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It may feel that way now but what about later? I’ve felt a lot of those emotions a few times in my life but started to really analyze my surroundings to try and figure out what was causing me to feel that way. From there I started to learn more about myself and was able to see what and who I needed to walk away from in my life and now I can honestly say i’m much happier by choice. I am living proof that it gets better, I really hope you decide to hold on I can’t imagine how many hearts would want you here…i’m always here to talk if you ever wanted to vent and let it out loveis1144@gmail.com ♥♥
Dear Hb1991,
Check the spam folder on this, there is a good comment to you there.
You can pop that bubble you live in. As long as you are not using it to distance yourself from help. You are connecting with us, right now. I am learning a little bit about you now. I would be honored to learn more. Can you explain how this pain found its way into your life?
You sound a lot like me. I go through life day after day feeling so alone in this world I often question whether or not my life was a mistake. If you want someone to talk to you can send an email to me at seven-bird4228@hotmail.com.
Find that one thing that keeps you going in life and hold onto it, no matter how insignificant it may seem.
Noone is ever alone of they believe and trust in God.
Only those who outright reject Him are alone.
Their choice.
Hello
The truth is that you are the only one who can break your bubble. You created it. Go ahead…give it a poke…we are all here waiting to help if you fall. You’ve done everything you can do inside a bubble…so start breaking it down…one poke at a time.
Peace
Amakua