I Don’t Know What To Do Anymore

My Life Is Just Wasting Away. I Stopped Going To School, I’m Constantly In My Room Alone And My Parents Don’t Seem To Care. I’ve Tried So Many Times To Die But Only Seem To End Up In The Hospital. I’m Just So Tired Of Feeling Unloved And Unwanted. There’s Not A Single Day That I Wake Up And Cry, Just Wishing That This Pain Inside Me Would Go Away. I’ve Lied So Many Times To Myself That Now I Don’t Even Know Who That Girl Is In The Mirror. I Just Wish That My Parents Cared About Me, Cause I Can’t Tell You How Many Times I’ve Cried And Not A Living Soul Was There To Hold Me And To Comfort Me. I’ve Gone To Therapy For The Past 4 Years To Get Better But It Seems That No Matter How Hard I Try, I’ll Never Get Better. I Just Want To Be Happy But No God Hates Me So Much That Am I Stuck Living In This Cruel World. I Can’t Run Away, I Can’t Die. I Hate The Fact That I’m Still Breathing. If God Won’t Take Me, I Wonder If The Devil Will.