Well..

First time I’m saying something about it. I mean today is the day, but nobody knows. I wanted someone to know. It’s an interesting feeling walking around, conversing, interacting with normal life people, while knowing without a doubt that I will die today. I’ve ruined everything I’ve touched. I’ve wasted so many chances, so much time. Of my own, and more importantly, others around me. I’m the catalyst. Remove me, all is well. I’m quiet about it now, I’ll be quiet when it happens. No need for a fiasco. I’ve created enough of those. When you know, you know I suppose. I’ve discovered that clearing my head and getting my mind right leads me right here. As I’ve been repeatedly told to do both, I’m content with my decision. And it’s nice to be content for a change. The best is yet to come. Thank you for your time, whoever reads this. I had to tell someone.