This last few days I just be completely depressed. I blame myself for all the bullshit in my life. I get angry and do stupid things. Whats wrong with me. I want to change but I don’t see a future in my life. I’m seventeen and I wanna Die. I don’t know but I don’t wanna be here. I don’t wanna deal with this. I just wanna dissapear. Everything in my life is so fucked up I think this is just for me. I want to be different but my mind doesn’t help. I just someone to look at my eyes and tell me this is gonna be alright. I just want to stop crying to stop feeling this pain. I’m empty.
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Hey there,
I’m not much older than you, honestly. And I still often feel this way. The feeling of emtiness and sorrow. Yes, I know it quite well.
What’s exactly going on in your life? I’m assuming, that since you seem to blaim your self for most things, your past as a child, wasn’t so great.
Wanna talk about it a little? You can always write me:
brl.cents@gmail.com
hey their, young ones, way older than both of ya. dealing with the same shit. just not sure what day it is anymore. if you wanna talk,give a holler.