My (shortend) story: Self-Mutilation, Anorexia, Bipolar Disorder, Major Anxiety, and more

I don’t know what the f**k I did to deserve this, I just made one mistake. It all started in 4th grade. I was the very quiet one, a lot of stuff was going around in my mind. I told this one person I was bisexual, I mean, after all she did ask. The next thing I knew, everyone asked me “is it true? Is it true?” I didn’t know what they meant. They explained, the secret was out. For the next 3 years, it was harassment, verbal abuse, physical violence, you. FUCKING. NAME. IT. My life was $#lT. I was a mess. I got anxiety disorder, Anorexia, and my first cut. I was addicted to cutting. I got bipolar disorder soon on. I have attempted suicide 7 times. I’ve hung on to more hope than anyone can imagine.I need someone. I have no one. I need that one friend, that can help me with anything, that won’t turn against me, no matter what. Can somebody be my friend? Anybody?