There is always Something

In the world we are measured by material haves those that have and those that have not. We constantly feel like we have to be better than the next. This climbing will never bring happiness, I have seen struggling through out the world but the biggest struggles I have seen are right here in America. We are consumed with the idea of what success is but forget to stop and smell the flowers. We were all given a gift and to bury that away is what is eating us inside. Yesterday is forgotten, and we don’t know what will happen tomorrow, now is the time to make a difference. If you leave this world you are taking a love away that someone needs a Stone in the water that will have a ripple effect on people you haven’t even met yet. In our anguish we can find hope even a tiny light can be enough to shine brighter than the sun. My little brother committed suicide last year, It was spur of the moment and there is nothing I wouldn’t do to speak with him again. In a way I think he had more love than anyone but everyone around him was to consumed with their own lives to listen, including me. Please talk to someone first because seeing my brother in the hospital after he hung himself with his mouth wide open and cold to the touch is something I will never be able to forget. Just stick through it and you will have those little moments of peace that will make this earth worth living in. All this pain you are living in now cannot get worse it can only get better from here but the anguish and hopelessness you feel now will allow you too open your heart. If we survive this we will realize it is the greatest gift because no matter what you go through in life it will be a drop in the water for you. I have spoken to survivors of the holocaust and through their torment the learned to love life because throughout their lives everything was pure happiness in comparison to what they suffered. It is a bit dramatic but you all have a story to tell and you are here for a reason, one you may not know now but it will come to you.. I promise you it will only get better from here and people need to hear your story. Love Molly