Lots of people don’t realize that oding isn’t easy like the movies. You usually throw up. And survive just fine….with organ damage that can be permanent. I hope you call 911. Hugs.
I don’t know you, but I can tell you I am thinking of you. Please make yourself sick and give yourself some more time to think and talk. My hugs to you wherever you are. We’re all here for you. xoxoxoxo
Pain, the eternal feeling. You know we like to give ourselves pain; don;t go for pain killers. Try to experience the ruin-ness, the desperation;
We humans have an art of enjoying the suffering too. What better way to suffer than a false “hope” that this pain with go away; while we know that it will never.
Lets kick the life back right in the ass; telling our feelings of deprivation that “Is that all you got, I can suffer more, I can endure more. Suffering, i will consume you for my breakfast”…”Pain….Pain, give me more”.
I hope your ok. I overdosed last month with a crap load of alcohol and never even lost consciousness or felt any side effects. Overdosing is hard to do. I knew that from the start. I got impatient and sloppy
After drinking 12 packs of natural ice and 2 24 ounces of it (equiv to 16 I guess), I crammed about 18 propranolol down my throat. Didn’t feel any side effects. Probably because I didn’t have time too. My aunt called 911 around an hour after I took it. I remember everything and even smoked part of a cig before climbing into the ambulance. Glad I got that shit flushed out because it would have probably done perminate damage. You see what I needed was a choice – the N most notably. Because it wasn’t avalible to me I got really desperate. I’ll never try that again.
But I wasn’t going to use overdosing as a mode of suicide. I was gonna use that to calm me down enough to suffocate myself with a homemade exit bag. But my aunt cought me before I could do anything. It was probably for the best. I would have prob ended up brain damaged with an exploded liver
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I just talked to you and u didn’t seem suicidal at all. What happened? Whatever happens I wish you only please and no suffering
Peace not please
Lots of people don’t realize that oding isn’t easy like the movies. You usually throw up. And survive just fine….with organ damage that can be permanent. I hope you call 911. Hugs.
Have a nice journey to heaven sweetheart. May God bless you.
The pills are just to get myself ready. I’m ready to kill myself a permanent way.
thanks for your concern, i don’t get much of that.
Bye strangers
How sad that we feel this way. I wish you all good.
Love,
Vedura
I don’t know you, but I can tell you I am thinking of you. Please make yourself sick and give yourself some more time to think and talk. My hugs to you wherever you are. We’re all here for you. xoxoxoxo
hope things work out the way u want them to.
Pain, the eternal feeling. You know we like to give ourselves pain; don;t go for pain killers. Try to experience the ruin-ness, the desperation;
We humans have an art of enjoying the suffering too. What better way to suffer than a false “hope” that this pain with go away; while we know that it will never.
Lets kick the life back right in the ass; telling our feelings of deprivation that “Is that all you got, I can suffer more, I can endure more. Suffering, i will consume you for my breakfast”…”Pain….Pain, give me more”.
i say fuck pain and lights out.
Yeh, Fuck pain but not lights out. Eye to eye with the pain and suffering and die a warriors death.
I hope your ok. I overdosed last month with a crap load of alcohol and never even lost consciousness or felt any side effects. Overdosing is hard to do. I knew that from the start. I got impatient and sloppy
what did u take?
After drinking 12 packs of natural ice and 2 24 ounces of it (equiv to 16 I guess), I crammed about 18 propranolol down my throat. Didn’t feel any side effects. Probably because I didn’t have time too. My aunt called 911 around an hour after I took it. I remember everything and even smoked part of a cig before climbing into the ambulance. Glad I got that shit flushed out because it would have probably done perminate damage. You see what I needed was a choice – the N most notably. Because it wasn’t avalible to me I got really desperate. I’ll never try that again.
But I wasn’t going to use overdosing as a mode of suicide. I was gonna use that to calm me down enough to suffocate myself with a homemade exit bag. But my aunt cought me before I could do anything. It was probably for the best. I would have prob ended up brain damaged with an exploded liver
Also I was gonna down more but never got a chance to. What a stupid thing I did. I should have knew better
Hi justa_girl. Are you ok?
hard to ctb…not many methods r easy.
If you are struggling to catch the bus, then perhaps you’re not ready for the holiday.
Sweet journey. If you come back to us (and I truly hope you do) I’ll listen.