I know it’s hard. Living like this everyday without hope. And everyday in pain.
I know it’s impossible then how do we are still alvie…?
I guess somewhere deep down we all want to live. We want live happily. We want to enjoy this life.
May be this is the only reason we are alive.
And you have gone up to them and stated: Do you know that I am such bad shape that I am contemplating putting a plastic bag over my head filled with helium and ending my life? I mean, I sincerely doubt they would be standing around holding their own dicks if they even had an inkling how far gone you are.
I read everything you write Princess. I care about your safety. You had stated that was your meth@d a few days ago. If you are in an assisted living facility, it might be problematic.
I still don’t want you to kill yourself though, and think that there is some amount of fight left in you or you wouldn’t be here with us talking.
princess if the doctors you have now do not care for you, or you are feeling they do not care, why you do not change doctors? Doctors cannot make miracles, I am pretty sure they help us with all the tools they have.
I am feeling exactly like you, I know very well that feeling. I wish I could tell you something different, or I could help you better. See how many of us are here, living this struggles, being unhappy and looking for solution. Please keep writing and looking for support. Let’s no lose hope.
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Same here.
i need this pain to stop, im off work tomorrow, im going to gather my pieces and end this pain myself
I know it’s hard. Living like this everyday without hope. And everyday in pain.
I know it’s impossible then how do we are still alvie…?
I guess somewhere deep down we all want to live. We want live happily. We want to enjoy this life.
May be this is the only reason we are alive.
i wanted to live,but i have nothing left to live for, i cry every night, i have nothing
Sorry to here that.
But there must be something. Something to hold on.
not anymore, my life has no meaning and is pointless. Im done with this world, time i moved on
I Hope you’ll find something in your life not only to hold on but also to be happy.
nothing will ever improve, i can’t cope, i need a way out
I wish I can help. But I can’t. Sorry. I’m helpless.
im lost, death is the only way out
Sometimes I wish that… but I strongly believe in rebirth, karma & all.
So I can’t just say that death is an end or a way out.
anything else is better than this
Princess, did you get a chance to talk to your doctor or you work manager about changing jobs and getting a better more understanding supervisor?
there is no other work available yet, if i stop working then my mobility drops. I can’t win
the doctors haven’t responded yet
And you have gone up to them and stated: Do you know that I am such bad shape that I am contemplating putting a plastic bag over my head filled with helium and ending my life? I mean, I sincerely doubt they would be standing around holding their own dicks if they even had an inkling how far gone you are.
i told him i attempted suicide twice, and that I have a plan that i researched. How did you know my plan?
I read everything you write Princess. I care about your safety. You had stated that was your meth@d a few days ago. If you are in an assisted living facility, it might be problematic.
I still don’t want you to kill yourself though, and think that there is some amount of fight left in you or you wouldn’t be here with us talking.
doctors don’t care
Have you had a chance to call a helpline?
You seem as though you have had more of a chance to process today. This site should be letting me post an email now – lev1314@Yahoo.com
princess if the doctors you have now do not care for you, or you are feeling they do not care, why you do not change doctors? Doctors cannot make miracles, I am pretty sure they help us with all the tools they have.
I am feeling exactly like you, I know very well that feeling. I wish I could tell you something different, or I could help you better. See how many of us are here, living this struggles, being unhappy and looking for solution. Please keep writing and looking for support. Let’s no lose hope.