Well I’m new to this site as found it looking into water intoxication.
Last week I took about 40 setraline (anti depression) and then realised that you can’t kill to yourself with them.
This week I have drank approx 70 pints of water of 3 days hoping that would kill me but nope – ended up in A&e and, after a long que – blood tests, urine test I was out on an Iv drip and still fucking lived.
I’d had diarrhoea the days I was doing it and tried to hold in my wee when I could and most of water was drank over 7 hour in each of the 3 day but I wasn’t sick until just before I went odd (numb side and semi conscious) and so family called ambulance.
So guys what the fuck am I doing wrong. I’d rather do this so that no one knows it’s suicide but due to an illness I can’t predict I can’t currently drive and my hubby watches me closely due to this ill health but I’ve had enough now and don’t want this anymore plus I’m a drain on family and society and they do better on days I’m not here
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We are not supposed to discuss methods here. Water intoxication is not something that works after a small research I did. Anyway welcome to sp. stick around for awhile. You might like it.
There are plenty of able bodied people that are a “drain on society,” politicians, reality show producers, fast food menu designers; you aren’t one of them.
It isn’t up to you to determine if you are a drain on your family. It’s up to them. I think you already know what they will say.
Put down the water bottle and talk to your family.
Not to sound harsh … but to answer your question: “what am I doing wrong?” … I’d say you’re avoiding the problem(s) instead of facing them.
Why do I say this? Because your first post here doesn’t even mention any reason WHY you want to kill yourself other than the nebulous “drain on society/family” … well, in some way, most of us tax those around us in some form or fashion. Granted, it’s fair if you don’t feel comfortable sharing the details – most of us here were cautious with the details – but you’ve gotta consider giving us something to work with, so kind of general overview.
gkks is correct – detailed discussions of methods is no allowed here according to site rules. However we can reference methods in broad and general terms and relate our experiences with them.
Hopefully you’ll come back and give us some insight to what’s troubling you to the extent you’d rather die than find a solution. Then perhaps some of the members here can offer suggestions to maybe make your life a bit more endurable … at least until you figure out whether you’re going to stay or not. That said, my research/experience suggests there aren’t any effective methods to end one’s life where it looks like it’s “natural” or accidental.
All the best,
sugar-free dawg