I really just want to die today. I feel trapped. I feel pressured to “feel better” by my mom and my therapist. I feel like theres no coming back from depression. Theres no making it go away. There is no hope for me. My mom is telling me how to feel. Everything just feels too much.
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Right there with ya.
past year I’d say I’ve had Mabey 90 days I was happy enough to not want to die.
Depression is a son of a *****. Hopefully you learn to deal with it better than I do.
meditation helps sometimes. Pot others. Work sometimes. But most times it’s all pointless and I could care less, like today it’d be great if my house magically collapsed with me still inside it.
Too much to ask for I suppose.
I’ve been trying new coping skills but they only help a little. Weed may be my next option.