sexual abuse…
…or how you want to call it.
No, I’m not 18 years old..
No, I don’t have anyone to talk..
It’s horrible..
I can’t sleep.
Now it’s 11:07pm.
I’m in my bed and I have to sleep,
but I can’t.
I love to sleep,
to be honest, it’s an escape from everything and I don’t have to think about stupid things..
..but I can’t
So why I’m writing my thoughts here, I know, there is no answer, but… perhaps..
I don’t know what to do..
Sure, I have talk to someone,
but I can’t…
and the other big question WHY??
why? why?
… I don’t get it..
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I don’t mean to interrogate, but why can’t you talk to anyone? I understand that you might not be able to talk to family members or friends, but can’t you talk to an authority figure, like a school counselor?
Mhh.. perhaps I could, yes.
But it’s so embarassing for me to talk about it.
I don’t want to ruin the life of my mom, my brother and yes, also my dad’s life.
What is, if my parents don’t want to live together anymore?
-my fault
What is, if my dad loses his Job?
(He works with childrens)
-my fault
What is, if he gets an thouge punishment?
-my fault
And what is, if everybody hates my, because I said something?
There are so many questions..
I think I survived it the last 5 years,
I can’t give up and ruin my family’s life
Otherwise I I don’t want to live like that anymore..
Sometimes it’s not as easy as you think. Talking to somebody leaves you in a very vulnerable state. We don’t know the entire situation.
Do you have any other ideas?