So confused, god, I just have to stop thinking, but I can’t, there is so much to think about.
Honestly I’m so tired though. So sad, I feel sick. But honestly I do feel sick, sick as in dizzy, kinda dizzy or maybe light headed? I don’t know, kinda like I could faint. Not hungry either, I mean in a way I am hungry but then I take one bite of food and I feel sick of it.
Anyways back too being emotionally tired, it’s not really bad kinds of emotions, like i’m sad, but happy, but I can’t concentrate on the things that are making me happy so I have to stop so I don’t ruin them. I’m sad, but still not that sad, my guy friend has made me feel better but also it makes me confused, he has made me feel better but I can’t talk to him because he has told me to much at once for me to handle, it’s nice though, in a way.
I’m going to stop writing, I don’t even think I wrote anything that really made sense to anyone else, my bad.