I want to kill myself. I’ve been thinking about it for a while and have carefully considered all the reasons why I shouldn’t do it. But I think I’m ready. It’s just that I don’t think things will get better– and I know that’s what every suicidal person believes, but I’ve really thought about it and I can’t see a way through this. And I don’t want to live with this constant pain anymore. I can’t do it. Yes, overall my life is great and I am able to feel happy, but none of those things matter when on the inside I’m always dying. The only thing that has been stopping me is how my suicide will affect my loved ones. I don’t want to pass my pain on to them, but I do believe that they will be able to move on with their lives. I want to encourage them to cherish life and live the life anyone who died “too soon” would have wanted to live.
So, I just want to say goodbye. And to encourage you to not give up like I did.
Thanks for reading. Take care.
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Is it time? Only you can tell.
I believe anyone should be able to make a decision about their life or death when they’ve had enough. But, that’s just me.
At this moment for me, I feel like its time. I can’t speak for you however.