I find it stupid how even though I’m planning to die I’m still scared of doing things that could ‘ruin’ my life. Like I’m scared to dye my hair because “my natural hair colour will be forever ruined!” or “I can’t get a tattoo, what if I can’t get a job because of it!” stupid things like that… I’ve got 29 weeks left and I’m still too scared to do anything…
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You’re thinking about the future… jobs, hair, etc. …. which is probably smart. It’s good to keep your options open by not setting yourself up for failure. If some good things happen over the next few months, you’ll probably be glad that you had been making wise decisions.
what’s the 29 weeks? I hope the battle against yourself ends up where you’re happiest. and I surely wish something amazing comes into your life inside of those 29 weeks. then you will have something to live for. it’s difficult.. don’t be afraid.