i dont understand . why am i alive ? what should i do with my life? is life worth living ?? my life is soo boring and i dont understand what i have to do with my life make friends ,study , go to the university, to have a good job, marry soomeone , having children , and work till you dont have the power for that . and someday you die . and everybody is going to cry and it hurts i dont want to live this life
and i dont understand my parents they are so confusing first they fight and then they are good again and i rlly think that they are going to divorce what should i do after that i’m only 15 rn i rlly think that i want to kill myself cuz even if i live my life at the end i will die cuz everybody dies its normal right? idk anymore ..
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It’s okay to not know what to do with your life, you’re only 15 after all. A person’s teen years is always unstable, confusing, and sometimes scary. There’s a shit load of hormones and you’re just beginning to form an identity, and thinking about “bigger things”. Try to take it easy, everyone finds their own “meaning” in life.
Also, don’t worry about your parents arguing and then being okay, that happens with most parents. I’ll argue that, that’s the norm. You, also, shouldn’t worry about your parents divorcing, even if it was a reality, it’s an issue that your parents need to deal with. O and yes, everyone dies at the end, but that’s not the point. It’s what you do until you reach death that’s important.
It’s worth sticking around considering your age. Don’t wait around for it to get better though, only action can change things. I made that mistake and things don’t come by magic. Everything fades out but life goes on for all things that will inevitably pass.
well sounds completely normal, i use to think like that too! so confusing.
this is how i handled it, all these why’s will drive you crazy!!! forget the why’s and just accept them.
your purpose for being here is for yourself, don’t do what other people do like following the leader, that’s the mistake everyone makes, i did it myself, you need to follow your passions and enjoy them, you don’t live for other’s this is your life, it’s all about pleasing yourself. follow your dreams.