So, this is my first post. It’s my birthday actually so that’s kinda nice. I guess I don’t know whenever it’s my birthday my family usually makes it a normal day and normal days are hell with them. Today though my Mom allowed me to go with my friends to this arcade, which I’m surprised she allowed me to do since she never lets me do anything.
Oh, right, I never really introduced myself. My name’s Nico, well, it’s not my real name but it’s a nickname my friends gave me, we all have one from the anime LoveLive. Yeah, I’m a weeb. I’m also bisexual.I won’t tell my parents though because they’re really homophobic.
Uhm so I probably sound like I don’t belong here since I’m so upbeat and stuff.. I don’t know. I’m just used to hiding my depression from people I guess. Oh shit I should be sleeping by now.. I’m just gonna leave for now while my dad is away so I don’t get caught and beaten..
Just a day closer till I’ll be away from my parents,
Nico.
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Keep that upbeatness, don’t lose it, it is a valuable skill to have when dealing with depression. Good luck with your family, sounds like you want that freedom from them. Take it one day at a time if you must.
You need that upbeat stuff you have. No many of us here have it. Welcome. You ever need anything email me at je1307@gmail.com I can try to help as best as I can. I hope some how someone here can help with what you’re going through. Good luck sweetie.
Ahh and Happy Birthday hun.
Nico, huh? Reminds me of The Velvet Underground. Happy birthday and welcome to SP.
I too wanna go away from my parents .. It’s not that I don’t love them but it’s that they don’t love me. 🙁