There are two things of which I think a lot when thinking about committing suicide.
One is the possible ghostly afterlife (I’ve seen ghosts at different times in my life. Call me psycho if you’d like to)
Second is the fact that the same world because of which I want to die, won’t give a shit that I am gone.
And yes, this world includes fellow suicidal people too. Let me tell you, all of us are bad, suicidal or not…all of us are egotistical, superficial, materialistic, jealous, hurtful, etc. We
I think it’s time. See you folks on the other side.
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Well, we can’t stop you. So, Goodbye, madhurgupta. I’m sorry that you can’t find any alternative. And I hope you don’t wind up as a ghost. I believe in a much worse afterlife than that, and I sincerely hope that you don’t end up there, either. What you said is true, we’re all evil. No one is good. Hopefully you’ll get some rest from that.
What if life on Earth is supposed to help shape us into becoming a better person (the opposite of evil), and if you die in the mindset you described, then maybe you’ll be reborn again until you’ve finally mastered the lessons you were meant to learn.
Idk. I don’t have any actual beliefs, per se, but I sometimes wonder if there’s a deeper meaning behind everything.