I don’t know what to say. I’m just tired of things. I hate myself, maybe it’s because my parents don’t love me. I feel totally worthless and useless. I’m living in a home which doesn’t seem mine. Everyday’s the same and I have to listen to all the hurting words. My inside is full of pain. I tried killing myself but it felt hard, however, I found something more easy. I started cutting myself two years ago and I still cut. I don’t want to live like this and I don’t even want to die like this. But sometimes I think if things keep on getting worse I won”t stop myself from suicide.
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Dont blame yourself cause your parents dont love toy cause sometimes parents are unstable themselves and have issues and take it out on the kid. Maybe you can hopefully one day leave town get a little job to put roof over your head or get roommate or worse case scenario go to the navy or coast guard see the world explore. I hope your parents will change their ways but unfortunately if they are stubborn or unaware that they are hurting you, please dont use them as example of how you should feel. You deserve love and positive attention but realize it may not come from them and its not your fault. See if you can find support group
My parents just hate me. They have never hugged or kissed me, not even once. Well, they rule me. I am not even allowed to go to the next street and you are talking about exploring the world. I would love to do it but I’m not allowed to do it. 🙁 🙁