i’m locked in prison by my own mind, day after day I watch as people socialize and enjoy their lives. I’m just trying to make it so noone cares about me anymore, then I’ll be free.
We all are like this at one point, you just try and get help and it’s a good thing you are reaching in some way….Have you called Samaritans because they can advise you to local services or even just chat to someone closely related or raised with you …..I wish I had someone close
Join the club. Some days are okay, but most are not. I’m not social.
And at this point, I’m 50, it’s not gonna get better. As soon as my parents die, I’m out. I tried to get them on board with me killing myself but they just don’t understand. I may just do it anyway.
While I do have people who care about me, no one would stop me. I am planning on dying before the 15th. I’ve talked about this to my mom and to my ex. My mom doesn’t want me to go, but knows she can’t stop me, so she’s just resigned herself to being happy with however many days she has left with me. My ex…he just doesn’t even care really. My friends also know they can’t stop me. I don’t want to hurt any of them, but I just can’t deal with being alive anymore…
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We all are like this at one point, you just try and get help and it’s a good thing you are reaching in some way….Have you called Samaritans because they can advise you to local services or even just chat to someone closely related or raised with you …..I wish I had someone close
Join the club. Some days are okay, but most are not. I’m not social.
And at this point, I’m 50, it’s not gonna get better. As soon as my parents die, I’m out. I tried to get them on board with me killing myself but they just don’t understand. I may just do it anyway.
I’m thinking of telling my aging parents that if they love me they will accept I must die.
Exactly! Why does everyone think its selfish to kill yourself? Its selfish of them to insist we stay around as miserable as we are.
While I do have people who care about me, no one would stop me. I am planning on dying before the 15th. I’ve talked about this to my mom and to my ex. My mom doesn’t want me to go, but knows she can’t stop me, so she’s just resigned herself to being happy with however many days she has left with me. My ex…he just doesn’t even care really. My friends also know they can’t stop me. I don’t want to hurt any of them, but I just can’t deal with being alive anymore…