It’s been about a year or so since I was here but something tells me it’s time to come back for a bit. I want to be here to be a lifeline for somebody. I used to receive emails from around the world and hear amazing stories. I had to step away for a while to catch my own breath but I like to hear from you guys.
I don’t consider myself suicidal at the moment although I have cut before and sometimes think about the silence of death as peaceful. I probably stand out a little in that I see death I’d say at least once a week if I tried to guess an average. That has included suicide, yes. So I’ve definitely done a ?ot of thinking on the subject.
I recently was called to help a girl who just got into a fight with her boyfriend and she had fresh cuts covering her forearm. She told me she did that (although I knew exactly what I was looking at) and she just went crazy and was being stupid. I wanted to tell her she wasn’t stupid and I understand but my job required me to get her to focus on the injuries from the fight because they were more serious.
The point is that got me thinking about you guys again. Lately I’ve been seeing a lot more death than usual. And my jobs are becoming a little less fun. My life seems to be on a bit of a downward slope for many reasons. Some are petty but different things hold different value to some people.
Soooo… I throw my lifeline out there to you guys. This site isn’t super easy to navigate so like in the past I will leave my email for anyone who wants to talk, vent a little, ask for advice, or just say what’s up.
You can reach me at 2sadhappy@gmail.com
I’m 28 by the way and my name is Mike but I don’t mind who reaches out to me. Man or woman, young or old, I’m here for you guys.