I wonder..

Every day I find myself seeing something that reminds me of you and I wonder.. do you do the same thing? When you smell vanilla candles do you think of me? I wonder do you open up all of you media eagerly hoping that today was the day you heard from me again. I wonder when you walk around the mall do you think of how well our hands fit together. I wonder if you think of me when you hear Canon. Uou know.. I perfected it for you. I can hit all the vibratos now. Do you ever think about how we could have dueted? I wonder if you ever type out messages but delete them. I wonder if you still think of me at all. That’s selfish, I know, but you’re still my world. I wonder if maybe one day I will be able to close the chapter you wrote in my life. It’s still open for now. I really miss you. Sheesh I’m so desperate. I could have anyone else, but it’s you who stays stuck in my mind. You’re like Excalibur and I’m waiting for someone to take you out of the stone that is my mind. I want it to be  you again. I wonder if you feel the same way.