unfortunately seeing myself die alone. had much potential but wasted my life. not the kind of life that is appealing to another. don’t feel like I belong anymore. nothing against the younger but would like to hear from peers.
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Does 32 count? I feel just about the same. That wasted potential calls for feeling like a major disappointment. I’ve passed up so many opportunities and look back and think about what could’ve been! I ended up on the wrong path and making all the wrong choices. It’s been a lonely road… It’s a dark place to be. I’m struggling right now to hold on to hope and time’s flying here. I wanna tell u so much that it gets better in time, but when will the time come? Just know you’re def not alone.
yes 32 is definitely in the generation. I can’t go into it but wrong choices don’t come close to describing how I screwed up my life. never did I ever think I could. dark. yeah when will the time come? I’m alone so much that is all I have and it’s awful. I’m glad someone who has some life experience is here too. wait that is wrong, I’m sorry we are here
Hey wasted! I def notice there’s a lot of young people on here . sunshinejaz420@gmail.com
I def notice a lot of young people on here. If u need anyone here’s my email sunshinejaz420@gmail.com
Holla!! I turned 40 in may this year… have battled drug addiction in almost every form since about 15. The last 15 years have been heroin. Just getting clean now. I totally understand the feeling of wrong fucked up decisions my friend. I look back at what couldve been and have to ask wtf? Seriously, im not stupid and i couldve done sooo many things but it seems like all i have done is waste any chance given to me. And there has been alot
However… its never too late. Im finding a new found motivation to do what will make me happy, & at the very least i wont look back in 15 years and think what couldve been. (Like i do most days atm.).
I hope u dont give up wastedlongago, its never too late.
Well I’m 33 nearly 34 soon and I haven’t accomplished anything in my life. I fucked up so badly and missed every opportunity I ever had at a decent life. I live with my parents only ever had a partner for 8months. I don’t have a job I’m unemployed and where I live in the country there are no jobs. My health is shady. I have absolutely no hope of every getting out of here finding a job a partner or any meaningful existence. I just wish my parents never loved me so much I will break their hearts and I know it. That’s not fair that they have to bury me. I can’t win the only way I see is to continue to not look after my health and hopefully die. Least this gives them a suitable explanation she died of smoking or some health related issue beyond their control. I actually love my parents so much and were we live the cabin they built for me is beautiful beside the bush overlooking the ocean. It truly is paradise. I’m just a fucken burden and a leech though. Nothing makes me happy anymore all I truly want is to be loved by someone special someone I could share my life with but that ain’t ever happening. I am so incredibly lonely I don’t have real friends only smoking and drinking buddies that I occasionally see. Other than that it’s just mummy and daddy I feel like such a loser.
.im.frustrated as life is moving along and im not.moving fast enough. Im seeing people lives pass me by and my not being independent financially and always no fighting spirit to grab life by the bullhorn and make things happen with also being lonely for so long I lost confidence even in my dreams of being in a relationship and I have no purpose.
wastedlongago: I feel your pain without even knowing you. It’s frustrating not knowing what to tell you to make you feel bettter or advice. Im sure you have heard it all before or tried various means to improve your life. I believe too many of us
are always pessimistic, sensitive, deep thinkers trying to find our purpose and meaning of life .As kids, we were in the moment and knew the future wil be brighter but…..
JazminJEEE: the wasted potential you mentioned that led you to this site is very telling. We can be our own worst enemy and as we get older we can be more stubborn with ourselves.
SOCO: im glad your clean from your addiction and your positive outlook in life moving ahead.
I cannot imagine how difficult it must be kicking your heroin habit.
All in all, anyone of you feel free to email me about anything ,i dont judge
Wal9069@mail.com
Wap9069@gmail.com is my email. i made a typo of my previous email.
Im a 44 yr old male by the way.