I have literally cried for the last 4 days, today my own father told me he couldn’t do it anymore he wants to end his life because of me. He’s my father and my 5 brothers and sisters father. He is my mums wife. I am nothing. I should go and be with my grandad I am 20 years old and I feel useless and pathetic. I want to die.
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I am also 20 years old and I feel useless, worthless, and I wish for nothing but death. I originally saw your reply to the comment I made on your post and I agree with you on not wanting to tell anyone because all they will say is, “You are only 20 and you’ve got your whole life ahead of you.” It’s annoying because if I felt that I had my whole life ahead of me or if I even saw a slight ounce of hope I wouldn’t want to die.
It’s just too true and I don’t want it to be because I wanna die but at the same time I don’t. I don’t want to feel like this I wanna be normal. To every one I know I’m normal. To everyone I see I am normal, but to myself? I’m ugly, fat, stupid, pathetic and all others do is confirm it. God to be one of them people who can be perfect and do everyone right. To be one of them people who doesn’t hurt every time they see someone or every time they look at their self and wanna be dead. Just to be one of them for the day.