I cannot even read properly. Or keep track of time anymore. I am not worthy of the things available to me because of where I was born.
Yes, dear reader, I know I am worthless to you as well. I am just another strange voice on the internet speaking in your head. Irrelevant, perhaps fleetingly entertaining. A peripheral in your life which is the most important to you, not me.
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i don’t deserve to live if I am useless to this world then why did you give birth to me at all I am a sad lethargic animal who should be put down
i sink down on the craved rectangular piece of foam embedded with springs because sleep is bliss and the closest thing I have to death- ironically sleep repairs, and death decays, but oblivion is best
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Well I am not thinking you’re worthless. I hate myself more, call myself more worthless than I’d call you. Who would want to stay with such a person who never talked about anything other than death(with people) I’m worthless to everyone. I am of no use. I make no sense. Please avoid reading this sentence.
Birth has been given because hormones were running crazy and parents didn’t take birth control. You wouldn’t be here just as you were before birth. A birth is always a mistake!
I know exactly what you are feeling because I am in the same position too. Everyday I think of suicide. All my family dislikes me as I am not poor in study
You sing well and I have a feeling you are hot.