I hate _____ that I can’t fix you, fix my self, fix the world, fix anything,
i hate that i want to, I hate that i can’t just ignore things more/better, i hate that all it leaves me with is hating the world for everything it is and everything it’s not.
I hate that i hate the world, and I hate that don’t want to hate it. I hate everything I hate, and I hate that I hate it.
I guess i can’t help but hate myself, and hate myself for it even more.
So I hate each day, as I go to sleep at night, but I hate it even more, I hate it most of all,
-when I wake up the next day.
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myself
Having to wake up at 4 am to go to work
Everything. -_-
I hate waking up.
That my marriage is falling apart.
Living
Not being able to sleep.
Intrusive thoughts about using heroin again.
The winter.
That I could probably make a list of things I hate.
I hate _____ that I can’t fix you, fix my self, fix the world, fix anything,
i hate that i want to, I hate that i can’t just ignore things more/better, i hate that all it leaves me with is hating the world for everything it is and everything it’s not.
I hate that i hate the world, and I hate that don’t want to hate it. I hate everything I hate, and I hate that I hate it.
I guess i can’t help but hate myself, and hate myself for it even more.
So I hate each day, as I go to sleep at night, but I hate it even more, I hate it most of all,
-when I wake up the next day.
The people who control the American government.
and the corporations who control the government
and the lobbyists
and the donors
and everyone else buying their way to power and control.
Sigh.
… I like you.
Sigh indeed
And the rich. Can’t forget about those bastards whose greed is more important than the lives of millions (if not billions) of people. Yes, them.
Reading all your comments .. It’s depressing .You lot make me want to kill myself .. hahaha…
I hate not seeing the beauty in life that I once saw…………………… ….
………………And everything mentioned above………………………………..
You guys are my rock ..