Would it even matter if things got “better” for me? I can’t see how they would since I’ve already seen how the world really is. A cruel, unforgiving place… Wow I’m already tainting the New Year with my negativity. What a shame…
I’m sorry… I’m not your hero anymore.
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I know what you mean. I see no way my life could get better from here. Almost everyone that once really mattered to me is completely gone. I don’t even know how to end it. I’ve tried pills several times and it’s never worked. I see only deepening loneliness and depression and yet I have to keep going. Probably didn’t help much but just meant I understand what you’re going through.