You will feel neither solace
nor
peace
nor
a deep sense of contentment
that everything is
over and done with
nor
the sweetness of dreamless sleep
/
instead your body will
burn
in mortal agony
as your brain tries to make sense of the
irrevocable turn you have just made
and will be your very last end
in mortal agony
/
but the thought of it now
soothes me
strangely.
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it is a bit strange yes, I kind of like it…. I would much rather just stop existing personally 😛
as always, enjoyed your writing.
I was kinda hoping things might have turned in a different direction for you after being home Red,
slightly concerned given your absence yet carefully optimistic, but i suppose that you managed to get through to the holidays and stick around is something after all, even if you still feel like this and are back to this place.