Just a nonsense post really to poke my head back through the door and let people know I’m still alive.. I find it tragically ironic that some of us were talking about how sad it is that if people disappear there is no way for us to find out if they are okay.. and then my internet/data was stopped for a good few weeks >_< Hope everyone is okay (as can be expected) XXX
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Hey welcome back :)That’s right there isn’t any other way for us to find out if we are alive or not unless we either reply/post or a family member takes over the account to make a sad announcement which ever it may be. I hope everyone here including yourself find peace in this world or the next.
Oh hey and thank you 🙂 Dunno bout peace but I’m still trying, guess I’m just still struggling on. how about yourself?
Well I don’t know about peace myself just wishing it for others 🙂 I love your Avatar btw off the managa from Death Note those seasons were incredible. I guess you and I feel the same than about life I’m lonely as F
‘Tis my fave.. I personally love the theme music when it changes half-way through I really need to look it up. I watched it again recently and decided that one does not have enough Japanese Thrash in one’s life. HA! One subtle misspelling in the latter sentence could be tragically unfortunate..
Well I appreciate your popping in to let us you’re still around. It’s the only thing I hate about this site… people just vanish with no notice. I understand wanting to take a break once in a while or finally deciding they are going through with suicide I just wish people would let us know and if they fail their attempt to come back and let us know. It seems selfish I know, but I hate being left to wonder, and I worry, I can’t help it.
Like Mellowmoods, I haven’t seen any posts from him in a couple days now and last I talked with him he was not doing well at all and had hung a noose in preparation. He did post on Snorlax’s failed attempt update the next day, but that was the last post I saw from him. Really worried about him and whether he completed his suicide. I hope he’s just taking a break and will show up soon. I love his brand of humor and really relate to it. He’s one of my favorites on here. I want him to find peace but wish it could be some other way for him.
I’ve only been on here a little over a week and already I wonder about a couple of people I’ve met on here and it sucks not knowing and I don’t think it’s selfish to wonder if they succeeded or failed. because you wanna know if they found peace or not.
And welcome back missinglink 🙂
I know I just get easily attached to people and I really want everyone to overcome their pain and suffering and get to a good place so they can enjoy the good there can be in life… I’ve seen it from both sides and it can happen. It’s hard when people lose hope, I feel so bad for them. Even if I am down in the dumps myself at the time, I still feel their pain immensely.
I get attached more to people on here than in real life just cause people are disappointing and I’m tired of it plus I don’t like to be in public I have a few close friends and two of them know about my attempts at suicide and my cutting but don’t show me support cause they don’t understand it and I know it’s cause they love me and hate to see me in pain but they don’t understand the real battle I face every day like a few people I’ve met on here and although I want to still go through with my plan to find forever peace, I do weigh the pros and cons more.
Thanks Wanted, I too get that feeling. I gave up on being shocked and disgusted at the attitudes of those that don’t understand it just isn’t worth it… doesn’t stop you feeling angry at the way it is though..
Thanks Jaded, I agree some times all that keeps you going is the wit and character of others. I found Snorlax and Mellow humorous and I too hope all’s well.
MissingLink, I missed you! Glad to see you’re still alive. We have to finish that science project we were working on!