It is strange that I can sit in a room with a psychologist and mental health nurse, knowing that I am going to kill myself in 13 days and they have no idea. It’s so easy. To lie.
I think I feel the same way as you I plan to end it soon as well but idk about 13 days because that’s my dads birthday 13 day’s from now. But soon it’s still frightening but I tell myself “come on no one gives a shit let’s get going” family only liked me when I lived for them when I had money those greedy selfish broke fucks I hope karma comes around accept for my little brother I love that boy. But high 5 to the two of us. And high 5 to my handsome self for sadly living my 26 years being single my whole life.
Maybe you should give the therapy more time since you haven’t been going that long. It does help some people and if not, you can at least know you gave it your best shot to try to get help and better. I think everyone deserves that peace of mind when committing suicide. Having a clear conscience can be a good thing.
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No it’s not strange at all unless your pain and plan for ending it is justified
It’s kind of exciting, knowing that I’m going to die, being the only person knowing
I think I feel the same way as you I plan to end it soon as well but idk about 13 days because that’s my dads birthday 13 day’s from now. But soon it’s still frightening but I tell myself “come on no one gives a shit let’s get going” family only liked me when I lived for them when I had money those greedy selfish broke fucks I hope karma comes around accept for my little brother I love that boy. But high 5 to the two of us. And high 5 to my handsome self for sadly living my 26 years being single my whole life.
We are the great pretenders….. if you don’t think the therapy is working why are you still going? Just curious.
It was my second time seeing the psychologist, they still want to help me it seems
Maybe you should give the therapy more time since you haven’t been going that long. It does help some people and if not, you can at least know you gave it your best shot to try to get help and better. I think everyone deserves that peace of mind when committing suicide. Having a clear conscience can be a good thing.
Nothing strange about it.
No way I’m letting them into my mind. Mental health people. I’ll be gone before then (hopefully).