I’m just too tired for anything and everything. I’m tired of failing and I’m tired of the nothingness… This may take some time, but I’ve always been patient.
Thanks to all the kind people on here. Despite all of us having at least one horrible thing in common, this is a nice place and a nice community.
I truly hope you all find what you’re looking for.
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Peace to you in one form or another, pal. It’s been nice chatting with you.
Thank you. I enjoyed our brief chats as well.
(tugging at your sleeve…) …wait for me.
I’m still here. Barely.
If I hold on. Will you?
Like you said. Please.
Please
I’m also still here. Preparations take a day. You know my stance on it.
Last night hit me quite hard, harder than what I expected. I actually broke down into tears today. I guess it was just the straw that broke the camel’s back.
… Yes, I’ll hold on if you do as well.
Well, I’m here. I’m holding on.
I promise
Thank you. I don’t think you realise what an impact you have on me. The people we remind each other of, the unintended projections, it all adds up to something significant, or at least in my eyes it does.
Ok, I’ll keep you to that promise, and you can to mine.
I’m sorry. I didn’t (and couldn’t) see past my own turmoil last night. You’re right, I didn’t realize.
There’s no need to say sorry. I wasn’t blaming you, that would be absurd. I was just stating it. Last night was just a culmination of various things that turned into a perfect shitstrom.
Well, let’s just open some umbrellas and watch the shit fall for now I guess.
I didn’t think you were blaming me, I’m still sorry.
And are you ok now? What’s on your mind?
That sounds like a plan.
Ah ok.
I’m definitely not ok, but I’m feeling better than what I was. I’m taking a hard look at myself. I’m trying to figure things out.
Are you ok?
What are you seeing? (When looking at yourself)
Aren’t we all trying to figure things out?
No I’m not ok, but I’m also feeling a bit better. Thank you.
At the moment, only a fool that can’t help himself, or anyone else for that matter. Hell, a fool that can’t even take a step towards helping himself. I’m truly just a shell.
That’s true. However, I think that often takes a backseat to our daily lives. I’m trying to force it into the forefront of my mind.
It’s good to hear that you’re at least feeling a little better.
Well, ever hear of “the fools journey?”
You help me. Plus look, you’re actually doing stuff with your life. I think you’re much more than a shell. I see depth.
And yeah ‘m feeling a little better, you helped me do that by deciding to hold on. So. There’s that.
I had to look it up. I’m not that clued-up on tarot cards, despite loving their designs. So, basically, we’re all fools on our own journeys, or we all at least start as fools. That makes sense.
Thank you for saying that.
… Ah, I’m glad to hear that. What’s on your mind today?
Just trying to look forward, and not dwell on things. I started watching this funny show on Netflix called Love just a bit ago.
…Distractions
I think I may sit outside in a bit. It’s actually nice out today.
That’s good to hear. The only thing we can do is look forward. There’s nothing we can do about the past. It’s something that I’m also trying to remind myself of. Ah, I saw some stuff about it. It looks good. A grounded and funny look at love and relationships. I should really check it out.
Well, there’s nothing wrong with distractions at certain times, and I think now definitely counts as a good time for distractions.
That sounds like a good idea. Just to soak up the little things in life.
It’s been a good distraction for me today, because it is light and comical.
Are you home? What are you doing?
I’m glad to hear that.
Yip, I’m home. At the moment, I’m sitting in a comfy chair and drinking some tea, just trying to relax. However, I think I’ll need to do some work in a short while. I’ve been working way too slowly.
Well, don’t work too hard.
Thanks again for talking me away from the ledge. Have a good night.
Ha, I’ll try not to.
No problem, thank you for stepping away from the ledge. In turn, it helped me. I hope you have good day, or what’s rest of it, and night as well.
Keep on movin’
Keep climbin’
Keep the faith
Thanks for saying that NoBuddy. I appreciate it.
Hey Sad Potato. Hope today’s better.
Thank you Chip.
How are you doing today?
A little better. I feel slightly more focused, but maybe that’s just due to a work deadline looming, and me getting some sleep.
You’re up quite early. How are you doing?
I woke up at 4am and couldn’t fall back asleep. I have work in a bit though.
Not sure how I feel
Glad to hear you caught some sleep at least
On an interesting note, this morning on the radio I heard they have made a robot uterus o_O
I missed the whole story, but caught the end and that’s what I heard.
Strangeness
I’m sorry to hear that.
Ah, I guess being not sure how you feel is better than feeling absolutely horrible. Regardless, I hope that’ll clear up.
Well damnation. Looks like the future is now. In no time we’ll walk around with robot unteruses, and whatnot. I guess it’s also one step closer to making lifelike robots that’ll enslave us eventually.
It’s definitely strangeness, but in a good way. The world can be quirky and surprising.
Yep. Robot uprising 🙂
Yeah. I feel kind far away today, which isn’t necessarily a bad thing.
Is it in a good way? I’m not so sure, it’s just happening. Anyway, life is fucking weird.
Yip, have to get those robot fighting skills up to scratch, or just build a time machine.
O ok, that’s good to hear.
Life is definitely fornicating weird, but I vastly prefer it over a predictable and bland world/life.
Fighting robots is moot, they don’t have feelings and so it would be me that gets hurt. I’m tired of fighting robots.
If I build a time machine, I’m riding it all the way to the end/beginning (how ever you want to look at it) of time. My luck, the time machine would trap me and I’d Still be a prisoner of time.
Fucking loops.