I’ve decided to not tell anybody else about the abuse; their reaction just made me realize how inconvenient and unpleasant this was for everybody.
I knew before that I wasn’t an easy person, but I never felt that rejected in my whole life -not even when I was bleeding and bruised from my exboyfriend.
But I made a mistake. I’ve tipsily told a guy I’ve been with for a while. We’ve never been officially dating but we spent almost every day with each other.
I didn’t want a label for what we had and neither did he.
But I’ve told him and it was similar like with my friends – what a surprise! I’m not sure what I expected from telling him. I guess I just wanted him to understand why sometimes I react the way I do.
I told him via text because I’m not good with words face to face and he basically said I should try not to think about it too much, it’s the past.
We never talked about it face to face.