To be quite honest I don’t know why I’m so tired. Exam week is over and I should be feeling relieved but I just feel as if I’m drained completely of energy. I can still function properly and all that in public but its getting harder and harder and I don’t know why. There’s this weight just hanging on me and I can’t concentrate on any of my school work at home or school.
My parents and friends haven’t noticed anything different about me so beginning to think that maybe its just all in my head and there’s nothing wrong with me. I don’t feel comfortable about sharing this at all, I mean I tried once and and mom just became annoyed at me because I was talking so much and my friends don’t try to listen. Not that they would listen.
I’ve also been hanging out with another girl at school you know eat lunch together and whatnot and I kind of feel like she’s part of the problem. She’s not a bad person or anything! but she’s very negative all the time and I’m starting to realize that she might just be hanging around with me so that she won’t be lonely at school and so that I can help her with her homework. Her combined with my exhaustion isn’t helping and I know I should just break it off but I don’t know how.
I just wanted to know if anyone has felt this? Of course no ones in the same situation but I’ve been searching it up but nothing comes up about it except for ad sites trying to make me buy their “energy reliever handbook” or telling me how its “going to be okay” I know that already I just want to know how I can stop this.
I’d be really grateful if anyone could help, it’s just getting worse everyday.