I can never have any real friends. All I attract is perverts everywhere I go saying that they’re my friend, more like hoping to be a friend with benefits. Nobody cares about what I have to say or what I like. I might as well walk around saying, “Blah, blah, blah, look at my tits” over and over again. People are going to group me into that category of sluts, even though I don’t put out. I get sexualized every where I turn, and people wonder why I hate sex so much. Why I don’t want to go out anymore? Can never look a man in the eye anymore? Yet, I’m suppose to be okay with this. Oh, it’s just what guys do. They do it to others too. Well, I stay away from men like I do to all men. I don’t even think men really want to have sex with me, they just want power over me? Sexualizing me is their way of showing off the hatred towards me, ins’t it? Silly girl, you’ll never be a human being. Tsk, tsk, spread eagle and get happy about it.
Speaking of sex, I wish my whole sex drive would disappear, that I was 100% asexual. Just be wondering why these weirdos like locking their genitals together? Maybe I could turn into this gender less alien that no one knows what to do with. Maybe get surgery, to remove my breasts and genitals, then no guy could do anything with me. Like the idea of being gender less.
I hate my urges because I know that I’ll get taken advantage of. Be fucked and then thrown away like a dirty dish rag. I can’t be love, it’s like it is this law engraved upon my birth. It is the law of the land, so men can do whatever they like with me. I have no one, just I sickly lamb that the herd abandoned, left for wolves to chew on. I don’t love men because I know that they will never truly love me.
I’m been having a sex problem lately. I feel safe here to talk about it. I keep having a desire to cum. It’s frustrating. I need someone to help me relax and massage my genital, until something comes out. I can’t do it myself. It feels clogged. I need some kind of advice.
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1. Double Mastectomy
2. Libido Inhibitors
What are those?
1. Surgical removal of your tits
2. Birth control and certain SSRI’s
Try fasting and cutting back on sugar?
why?
To lower sex drive? I think it’s worth a shot.
I used to not want a sex drive too. But then I realized that fighting it does more harm then just accepting it. It’s who you are I guess. The more you fight it the more tension you’ll create within yourself. There’s nothing wrong with it. Just because some people see sex as simple pleasure and women as objects as an extension, I personally feel like there’s a decent percentage that don’t see it like that.
I’ve never had sex before, but when I’ve been asked, I’ve said no.
Please don’t become gender less over a stupid mindset of a few men.
meditation can also help you calm yourself down. or sensory deprivation tank? it can also help you with stress related complications especially if you feel addicted to something you don’t want to.
It must suck being a female in this life sometimes. Especially if you are attractive as well.
During my teenage years, i was guilty of staring, i never even thought about the what the other person was thinking while i was staring at her arse.
A while back, i read this Post on red.it and this question was asked “womenn, when did you first start noticing men looking at you sexually” and the answers were fucking horrifying. Really made me think.
I consider it really lucky, that im an average no one in a sea of average no ones. The media portrays it like being beautifull is amazing. When the news comes out and shows a picture of an attractive person has commited suicide. All these people going “why,why” “s/he was so good looking” i guess that’s why.
is the article you mentioned still available somewhere? I’m interested in the subject.
/r/AskReddit/comments/3249ff/women_of_reddit_when_did_you_first_notice_that/
thanks midian. the creepy thing that stands out is that most girls seem to have had their first experience with adult men rather than with the boys of their age. didn’t expect this to be that common!
I know mate.
That is what shocked me as well.