Ah, sorry. I just saw your other post a moment ago. It sounds like you’re going through a lot.
Losing someone who you care about is horrible. Blaming yourself for it… I don’t know what the circumstances are, but the fact that you feel like this pretty much proves that you aren’t really a sociopath, no?
I hope you start to feel better =\
If you don’t think that you’re great, then that’s what you should strive to be, no?
Don’t be so hard on yourself, just try to become a person who you can like and respect.