Whenever I think that I am getting a little bit, just a little bit better. I am not. I can literally start to cry, for no fucking reason, and never stop. I don’t understand myself, I really don’t. For example, this morning. I woke up and felt kinda okay. I didn’t have any bad thoughts, so I checked my phone, you know social media. And then this person on sc wrote to me, doesn’t matter about what, but I tried to help him last night, and give him some positive energy or whatever, bc a kinda bad thing happened to him, and he answered somewhat rude. I mean it’s no big deal, people aren’t always nice to you, whatever, but I just started crying. And I couldn’t fight it back. And when I think back on it, I don’t even think I started to cry bc of the message. I don’t know. I am so messed up.
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I understand, I feel like that happens to a lot of us where things just crash all around us over and over for no reason no matter how good we thought we were feeling. And it sucks, a lot. I don’t think you’re messed up. And honestly I don’t understand myself either so I doubt I will be much help, but I think you’re a very kind soul for wanting to help people around you when you feel so bad yourself. I’m sorry people can be so heartless with no regard for you. I hope things turn around for you, I really do. I’m sure you’ve tried lots of things to try and feel better so I’m unsure of any advice I could give you, because life definitely isn’t butterflies and happiness no matter how hard we try. But I hope you find something good to hold on to. Best wishes.
Thank you, I really appreciated your comment. There should be more people like you on this planet. Hugs