That feeling when you hear it straight from their mouth that they don’t love you .. what is that feeling ?
Im not talking about partners either, I’m talking about family .
what is that feeling ? When people who are kind of supposed to love you and your flaws, tell you how they really feel. I mean if your parents don’t love you.. isn’t it kind of silly to assume someone else will ?
I feel like when we are about to pass on, that feeling will be there . I think this feeling is like the smaller sister to death.. just dying on the inside today..
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Nothing is a “given” in this world. But, fuck them, go out and make friends and enjoy while it lasts. Nothing lasts for ever seems true for even frienships and love. Thus I make it a point to find others to make good memories with the assumption that it won’t last. ^_^ Screw happily or sadly ever after, I live for those small moments of happiness.
That dying in the inside is just the mourning for the relationship, that’s healthy.
Take the time to mourn the loss, because you should just assume they are dead to you at this point. Find new older people that model good actions and attitudes. Parents are people, imperfect, and only in that position because they gave birth. There is no exam to become a parent, I know because I could pass it since I am DHS approved.
Your parents gave you a free pass to cut them out of your life. Seek therapy if necessary, this is a major loss. Then seek community, because you are worthy of love and support.