These past days I have been feeling so worthless, ugly, and not enough, for anyone or anything. I hate everything about myself. Eveything. My face, my thighs, my feelings, my appearance. Myself. I just want to destroy everything that is me. I am so so lost. But hey, I’ve learned how to hide all this, simply because of the reason that I don’t want anyone to find out that I am so fucking insecure. And meaningsless, a waste, miserable, unimportant, useless and valueless. The sad part about all this is that I would do anything. Anything. For some acknowledgement or confirmation from a guy, or my dad, or anyone I look up to. I am so desperate.
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Why do you feel this about yourslef, what happened to you that made you feel this way?
If you want you can send me an email: stefan at deds.nl
I relate to this. Loving ourselves is so hard.
im sure ur pretty and if u ever need to talk email me at ohhunter(at)rocketmail.com