I shouldn’t have been born. Everything around me is breaking apart. My computer is getting fixed and my car doesn’t start without ramping it. I’m dirt poor, live off disability, and even that I only get a small dab of money, since I didn’t put much into the government system. Now I just need food stamps. I can’t hold a fucking a job because managers don’t like me. I’m fat, but I rather be unattractive and worthless then attractive and worthless. Don’t want to be a sex object, and being fat probably makes me unattractive. People who disagree, I tend to think are lying. I feel like a 3 out of 10, but hopefully in reality, I’m a 5 out of 10. The good thing about being fat is that my worthless life span is shorten. Thank God! Living to be an old lady in your 90s now sounds like a nightmare. There isn’t anything good about me.
I now need something to ***** about. What’s the point of make-up? I know women wear to make themselves look better, and some women are so beautiful that they don’t need make-up, but it’s like you’re covering up a lie. I don’t like lying. Women deceive others by hiding their faces behind make-up. I don’t know. I think I’m so ugly that no make-up can make me look better. My motto is if you look like shit, then you are going to look like shit, so make-up does nothing for me. At least I can clear the aisle and have it all to myself. Why am I even talking about make-up. I don’t know I’m crazy and I’m worthless. By the way, what to happen to previous people on this web-site?
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Makeup should only accentuate your natural beauty. You’re not crazy or worthless, just human, like the rest of us. Some people can just handle the shit and rat race. People like us see through it, and thats what makes us miserable. Maybe watch some natural look makeup tutorials. They helped me figure out my look without changing how I actually look.
I think I like you. I totally know what you mean; I don’t wear makeup either (unless it’s a really special occasion) because when I look at the large majority of women, I feel as though I don’t know what they truly look like at all, lol. I wouldn’t want to be a part of that.
In my opinion, all women are beautiful in their own ways. No matter how fat or hairy or flat-chested or weird a woman is, there is SOMETHING that is utterly and unapologetically beautiful about her.